The Dark Abyss

2009-12-21T03:06:00.005+08:00

shall enlighten this site with a picture for a change. well, they do say that pictures speak a thousand words.

i miss you.. ):

i wanna live a life from a new perspective..

2009-12-12T17:26:00.003+08:00

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til’ all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I’ve said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I’ve been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far
It’s like we’re chasing all those stars
Who’s driving shiny big cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don’t really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don’t let me disappear
I’mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, All my secrets away
-Secrets by One Republic

sigh, life sucks. everything sucks. then again i see myself sitting in front of a pile of worksheets reluctant to even touch any of them... homework.. i've only done so little and i wonder how im ever going to finish.. everytime i start on a piece of work, im just too darn lazy to complete it. and that sucks la. sigh. more things to worry about. i dont understand why you must be like that..... maybe i really do deserve whatever im getting. anyway, 2/1 chalet's tmr, gotta meet arvin n seng to carry stuff tmr then must wake up early to meet them... no mood to do anything no satisfaction in doing anything... sad. if only...

2009-11-23T00:24:00.002+08:00

sigh... though the most anticipated holidays after such a hectic year has arrived, its filled with nothing but sheer boredom... sadded. i just feel like sleeping and never waking up. there's no life in anything i do. sadly, i haven't started on homework, haven't cleaned my room and haven't caught up on anything i've missed during the earlier bits of the year.. sianz.... have u ever gotten the feeling where you wake up and hope for something to happen but it never does? then you hope that it would happen in the subsequent days but it never comes? well, thats probably the only thing that's going on with me these few weeks. (doesnt know whether to be happy or sad...)
oh well, ncc camp starting in a few hours and i have my camp pinnacle next week.. so, i'm probably not going to post till the end of december unless i really have nothing else to do. bye.

imy ):

2009-11-10T20:26:00.003+08:00

ahh, o level tamil paper was over today. quite okok, i think i can get A1 lol. hopefully. the compo topics all so bland, so boring.. nth nice to write then i juz anyhow crap one story. and my paper 2 got careless mistakes.. but still, i think can get A1 lol.

and

yes,
i am crazy.
crazy over you (:

another year...

2009-10-31T15:54:00.002+08:00

was supposed to post this on thursday but i was lazy so i shall do it now.

in a blink of an eye, another year whizzes past.. sigh.. it only seemed like yesterday that i set foot in anderson and now, sec4 is just a stone throw away.. sad....

wednesday.
arts festival..
stupid mother tongue lesson screwed the whole day.. i didnt get to see the ATC performance ):
sadded.
then after that went to watch the anderson's don't forget the lyrics. kinda lame coz all the songs were darn easy. haha. AND STUPID LAST GROUP DIDNT KNOW THE LYRICS TO THE TAYLOR SWIFT'S 'YOU BELONG WITH ME' U PPL CAN JUST GO N DIE. HAHA.
after that praveena koped 3/2's pizza for me ^^
then poked my head for cca for awhile before going to 3/5 classroom to slack. oh and before that, timothy MOEY didnt want to leave praveena lol. kept talking and talking and he followed her everywhere she went haha. TIMOTHY MOEY LIKES PRAVEENA lulz. so, pon-ed cca while slacking in 3/5. haha. after that went to play basketball and homed.

Thursday.
last day of sec3 life.. so sian. i cant believe that i actually survived sec3. haha. but my results weren't that good too.. didnt even have a single A1... 2A2s and many Bs... sadded L1R5 of 16. highest compared to other terms in sec3.. sadded. then jerome sketched a little picture of everyone in the class. i thought it was very nice. jerome can be an artist if he cant find any other job haha. so cool. then went for lunch and redid my tamil letter in 15min and went for mother tongue lesson. i thought it was boring. slacked at the back and disturbed arvin and vinesha coz i was bored haha. then after that went to kang rui's house to play com for a while then homed at arnd 8+. haha.

holidays are here.. i think i would probably go crazy during this long 2month break.

ily and imy.(:

2009-10-23T23:58:00.003+08:00

today damn sian sia.. lessons all go thru paper so boring.. ss was ok though. that mrs ang talking then we all not paying attention then ryan and i listening to songs.. then maths boring and tamil also so boring... then the xtra lesson so sian too.. he made us do some prac paper and i was doing half asleep then he say my compre very good.. bullshit piece of crap.... then cca slack swimming slack dota slack blahblahblah. and my eyes damn pain and the stupid facebook so screwed and my mousehunt so noob.. sianz la. so many things to worry about. and i think i got the F9 in my class for geog. i think i got F9 for amaths F9 for bio F9 for chem F9 for physics... all so screwed la. fortunately i didnt retain. "fortunately no one from this class retained"-ms yep. "some scholars even got sent back"-ms yep, shoulda seen tim's reaction. i thought it was funny. and then, she also said 14ppl retained. thats fcking a lot lo. hopefully no one from teh 2/1-08 retains(:
screw everything... and now my gunbound take so long to dl. THEY FUCKING DELETED MY GOLDEN AXE ACCT.. SO SIAN LA. ALL MY STUFF INSIDE TOOK ME THE WHOLE OF 2007 TO GET LA... STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID... sian-ed.

anger vented, however not satisfied):
and my eyes are really fkin screwed. i wonder if i will go blind if i attempt lasik..

2009-10-19T23:23:00.001+08:00

sian-ed.... cant seem to take my mind off things. talking to you just seems to make it worse.. i don't understand why things are the way they are... idk what or why.. all i know now is that ily and imy.

2009-10-18T23:54:00.002+08:00

i think i should stop listening to secondhand serenade and mayday parade alr.. keeps causing provoking thoughts in my head.. sigh.. cant the day move any faster? holidays suck.. thinking about how im gna spend the oncoming 2months of hell.. sadd..
i shall continue to think why some things are happening to kill time..

2009-10-18T02:06:00.001+08:00

the sleepless nights are back ):

2009-10-18T00:42:00.001+08:00

yet again i cant sleep.. sad...
thought my eyelids are literally dropping
but i juz cant sleep... sadd..
shall go try dotaing and see if that helps..
oh well...

2009-10-17T09:40:00.004+08:00

im back! well, no one visits this blog anyway.. so, im free to post anything here.
exams are over and hols are going to start soon...
yet i feel so empty...
oh well, hope u guyz like the new skin.
oh and happy deepavali to all hindus out there.
ciaos.

2009-09-11T14:22:00.003+08:00

yay! senior spec course over!!!! lol. I LOVE MY LANDYARD!!!!!!!<33333333
and then it didnt rain for like almost a week. and there was a downpour just now and i managed to get drenched! damn nice. missed the rain.

and he starts to see light streaming into the dark cavern.

2009-09-01T19:29:00.005+08:00

its finally 2nd september!!!!!!!!

soooooooooooooooooo,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOOOOOOOO

HARSHAANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to harshaana

happy birthday to you!!!!!

(throws birthday cake everywhere)<-- dont ask me why

happy 15th birthday to you. thanks for being such a great friend to me for the past 3 years. and pls pls pls pls dun emo!!!!!(or else i'll make arvin come find u) and ya, seriously don't emo. and smile always k? and always remember, once a 2/1-er, always a 2/1-er.

haha so, thats all. POOF!

2009-07-21T21:43:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY D H OMAR KHALID!!!!

wishing u all the best for 15th year on this earth and smile always(:

2009-07-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

souls like mine don't deserve to exist at all.
only hatred and destruction is created in our wake.
i should die.

2009-07-18T00:08:00.001+08:00

may his soul rest in peace.

2009-07-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

jaded.

2009-07-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

hi.
sigh.
die.
bye.

2009-07-07T15:12:00.001+08:00

i hate 3/1'09.

2009-07-05T05:13:00.000+08:00

my life is screwed up...

2009-06-27T19:27:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUM!!!!!!
AND
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAW JIE KANG!!!!!

havent been myself for the past few days, everything's screwed... but hw is not a problem anymore, im more-or-less done (:
and sadly michael jackson died yesterday.. he delivered much to the music world.
R.I.P michael jackson.

will reply tags soon.

2009-06-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

everything seems dim... and my life's in a fuckin' mess...

2009-06-09T20:13:00.005+08:00

sianz.. life's juz so boring.. everyone's at camps and doing some fun stuff while i have to sit n rot at home.. rot till i die.
yawn... everything is juz so boring.. haix.... screwed up life. blew thing up big time.. im sorry. and why must there be this stupid holiday... sianz.... i know im juz talking crap.. sianz....
bye.
cause i was born, to tell you i love you... so,
please don't go away and please tell me you'll stay...

2009-06-08T20:25:00.002+08:00

bored. bored. bored. bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.
anyone have a***h** to spare?
i wantttttt.. i neeeeeed.
sadddded.
dota-ing for the whole day alr.
pls suggest smth for me to do plsssss...
bye.

2009-06-07T18:32:00.002+08:00

finally, alone at home...
aloneeeeee...
listening to mayday parade - three cheers for five years
and
kris allen - heartless
for the past few hours... or was it days...
sigh...

2009-06-07T00:47:00.004+08:00

hi.
bye.
die.

nice 3-word story eh?

2009-06-05T22:04:00.002+08:00

shall juz update bout spec course to get my mind off some f***-ed up stuff...
spec course, 4 days 3 nights..
1st day omar n i went late and weren't put into any platoon and then omar was put in platoon 2 and i was put in platoon6. there were 2 companies. alpha company, comprising of platoons 1,2 and 3 and bravo company which comprises of platoons 4,5 and 6. the day was only revision and revision and all the crap revision... lunch sucked. dinner was nice though..
2nd day was all the tests and i got to be IC for awhile, from morning to afternoon. the tests weren't tt hard. trainfire, IFC and GSK tests... it made me confident of getting 2SG(2nd sergeant) by the end of the camp
3rd day was slack. we went to the singapore discovery centre's army museum for a talk and some activities. the army museum was nice wif even IMT inside. u guyz shud go n try. then we went to IGTS to try out some weapons used by the SAF and also see other weapons like the SPIKE and the mortar which were kinda cool. we tried out the matador(anti-tank weapon which looks like a bazooka), GPMG(general purpose machine gun) and the m203(grenade launcher). the matador was kinda easy to shoot. i got 3 out of 3 hits despite my screwed up eyesight and failure to bring my specs. shooting the GPMG was fun. we had 50 rounds to shoot and i keep spamming. so, got a score of 36/50. considered very gd alr. however there were pple getting like 41, if im nt wrong zhixiang got it.
4th day was slack oso. we had several lectures and i slept during em all. i think the lectures were about joining the singapore youth flying club and SAF recruitment. then after tt we had photo taking session. took photo wif the bravo company and also with my awesome company 6. after that was the moment of truth. awards were given out and i never expected to win the "Best in GSK" award!! did anderson proud. then we all were given an envelope containing 2 certs, the army ncc badge and our rank(either 3rd or 2nd sergeant) and as expected, i got the 2nd sergeant rank which was awarded to the best of the best. from anderson only jerome kuanting and i got it. ya. so tts all for spec camp

i hope death would take me soon.. living seems pointless..

2009-06-05T14:51:00.001+08:00

dead.

2009-05-26T23:42:00.002+08:00

hi.
meeting u guyz after a long time again. this was caused 50% due to laziness, 25% due to emoness and 25% due to something else which i wont mention.
exam results are out and i haven't done well at all.. although comparing to other classes, my results were fair but i haven't attained self satisfaction at all.. well, this is just a projection of my results... im not too sure though but its just a rough estimate.
EMaths-A1
AMaths-A2
HigherTamil-A2
Physics-A2
Biology-A2
Geography-B3
Chemistry-B4
English-B4
CombinedHumanities-C5
there you have it.. not good at all...
and my L1R5 is probably 12 which totally sucks...
these little things just make life seem unfair and not worth living.. but on reflecting, i did badly solely to laziness and not being studious this term.. sianz.
not in a good mood at all these days. so, i wanna take the time to say sorry to all whom i've reflected and sorry for existing in this world. i didn't have a say on being born... it was inevitable.. so, im sorry..

then today some of the 2/1'08-ers and i went to watch night in the museum 2. wasnt that bad though seng arvin n i were crapping for awhile. and i managed to finish my foot-long ^^
so, ya goodbye and i'll probably not be blogging for quite some time.
well, lets just say that i have to wrap some things in life up, make room for change and move on.
goodbye.
ps1: sorry for slacking
ps2: sorry for being an irresponsible person in class and in cca
ps3: sorry for entering all your lives
ps4: sorry for existing
ps5: ps could also stand for pohseng (tts lame.)

birthday!^^

2009-05-17T04:01:00.001+08:00

yoz. lol. short post today!

happy bday to me
happy bday to me
happy bday to deepak
happy bday to me.

there, done.
byee

2009-05-15T21:38:00.002+08:00

yoz! sry peeps for nt updating for a super long period of time.. haha. stupid sa1. i think i screwed each and every one of the exams hahaha! i die i die i die. lol. hahahahahaha lol. ok back to reality. i sometimes think that pri sch days are the best. nth to worry about and we can juz play arnd and have a carefree life. exams also so damn easy that we didnt have to study haha! lolz. random thought of pri sch when jiekang said that he wanted to go zoo for 2/1'08 outing lolz hahaha. pri sch pri sch pri sch fat round short deepak. lolz. i dunno why im like freaking high now lol. maybe coz i nvr suan/disturb aarthi lolz. or maybe coz im super bored now haha. lolz. diediediediediediedie. hah.

today after the stupid ***************************************-ing history paper which i din finish, we went for the unsw thingy. i think the paper was relatively easy(i might have to eat my words when the results are released :O) lol. then went to macs to buy lunch! zomg they had the pink cup this week! damn nice lo. from far it looked like white but when u see it close up u can see the pink tinting. damn nice!! lolz. my obsession over pink *bangs head on wall*

then went to yck indoor sports hall to meet the 2/1'08-ers for badminton. lol we play n play den crap arnd den play gameboy den i bring my mcspicy and coke arnd and taunt pple lol. in the end they all kope my coke =.= nonetheless, i have a bottle beside me right now!!xDDD lol. then after that i played a super long, silent game wif waikit lol. he made me run n run n run n run until i became tired =.= gd workout aniway!. then on the way home it was raining den the rest all dunwan walk in the rain so i walk alone lolz. haha. and the rain screwed my hair lol making it all clump together lol. then in the train we were talking about an outing during the hols and tt was when hawwy suggested the zoo!!! lol damn shiok sia! den can go there and act like pri sch kids lol. funfunfun lol. hahahahahah!!!

so, ya that concludes my session with you pple today. hope it was full of crap. lolz

i shall end wif a picture of my study table!!!

damn freaking messy rite?

okays, byebye.

2009-05-02T00:17:00.003+08:00

YO,
ytd was kuanting's bday!!
happy bday to u
happy bday to u
happy bday to CHIO BU
happy bday to u!
*clapsclapsclaps*
*cheerscheerscheers*
yoz bro happy 15th bday! although u're older than me u're not taller than me! lolz. gd luck on growing higher and hope u soar high in all ur endeavours

actually i dun really bother updating... pple hardly visit this heap of trash... but i will...

thursday was a stress+shiok day lol.. morning had our eng SA1... damn sian.. damn stress.. damn demoralizing... i really think im going to screw all exams this term and esp the eng... my compo i think out of point then my compre alot of crap answers and my summary damn short and my report format wrong... shit la.... sianz...
then after eng me jerome willy xianlong and xiuming went pizzahut for lunch. the pple dere attitude us like shit sia.. then got tis person we ask her anyth oso she juz stare and walk past like she gt some F***King thing against us.. BITCH. we wan pay bill oso she wan attitude us.. giv her money oso dunwan... MOTHERF**KING BITCH. stresss....
then we also met pohseng zhixiang marcus and omar(siddiq) there. and also the choir pple. then after eating and talking and wasting alot of time we went amk mrt station n met ryan alvin and junxi. then went bishan to watch xmen origins:wolverine. so, there were 12 of us: jerome willy alvin junxi pohseng xiuming xianlong omar(siddiq) ryan marcus zhixiang and me. the movie was damn cool lol. i'll not be spoiler, u wan noe u go watch urself. but its damn cool, esp cyclops' few seconds of glory lol.

then ytd(coz past 12midnight alr mahh) damn sian+sian+stress+emo+idunnowhatelse day... STUPID LABOUR DAY HOLIDAY... i'm not going to bother elaborating and ranting...
so, ya.. bye...

ps: sorry for the coarse language.
ps2: sorry for existing..
ps3: sorry for saying sorry...

2009-04-26T22:39:00.002+08:00

heys... sry nvr update for very long again... my com broke down and i had to use my mum's com until i juz got it back wif all the programs installed inside today... last few days were a bummer.. i din really study for chem test and i think i flunked it.. and my tamil oral oso was ***king bad.. im juz pissed wif myself now... sianz....
sry for the coarse language....

and juz a little update, i've changed my blogsong again.. lets juz say that i've been listening to simple plan recently and i kinda like the song "i can wait forever".
here are the lyrics...

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can waitI can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever..

2009-04-12T21:00:00.002+08:00

hey pple... life's been boring these few days.. i wish i could just go out with friends more... and i also wish that my com would come back sooner...
haish.....
ahh....
if only....
pds vid has been uploaded onto youtube by damian, here's the link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1B-Y58sjiYk go watch and hope u like it....
if only....
ahh....
haish....
oh and i fell into a inconsiderately uncovered drain earlier today... bled and stuff... sianz.. but the pain was just enjoyable.. it gave me kind of a jolt of energy.. i think im talking crap though...
oh well.... i wonder what my destiny is...
and ya im going to screw the physics test tmr... though i studied, for once..
sian.... and my ****ing vs seeker in pokemon leafgreen got problem.. they keep putting " no. of steps to fully recharge:???" it juz pisses me off... ahhhhhhhh...
till next time,
so stay with me tonight...

2009-04-10T19:59:00.002+08:00

lolz im posting again coz im bored... lalalala.... boooooored.. and my phone got problem... dunno why..... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... sianz... if only my house phone can send sms. lol. and now im waiting to receive pokemon from willy to fill my dota-less bored time. haha. i feel like watching movie... but due to tight schedules i cant.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
aniways, they'll be showing vaaranam aayiram in vasantham soon, something to look forward to.. and surprisingly, i've finished almost all my hmk and i dun owe wongtechhock any homework!. new accomplishment! and tuesday is tamil new year and also arvin's bday lol and wednesday is R.O.D and friday is speech day pdspdspds(i had mixed feelings about performing this time)... soo many things to look forward to! lalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... soooo bored..

so full, yet so empty.... i wonder why....
so stay with me tonight....

2009-04-10T12:56:00.004+08:00

yoz!
firstly i shall wish yunchuan happy bday for the 5th time!(3times in class 4th time in kt's blog)
HAPPY BDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BDAY TO YUNCHUAN!
HAPPY BDAY TO YOU!

haha. ncc posts are out as well!
i shall oni mention the top 8.
here they are:
csm-kuanting
dsm-me
partCps-damian
partBps-ryan
partAps-zhuosheng
PDShead-jerome
disciplinehead-nicholas
PnPhead-omar.

haha congrats everyone!
and pollathavan starting soon. so, ya

byee.
so stay with me tonight....

2009-04-05T14:40:00.013+08:00

heys pple. sry for not updating for very long.. didnt feel like and had lotsa stuff to do. i would like to take the time to say congratulations to ramya for winning yaar antha star, CONGRATS. and afew bday wishes,

HAPPY BDAY TO LIONEL FOO(27 march), TIM(18march), MAK WAISIONG(17 march), ONG YONGLIANG(30 march) AND, LAST BUT NOT LEAST, VINESHA PILLAI!(31 march)

haha consider me evil. lol k, the past few days have also been pure boring.... so much maths hmk esp.. congruence and similarity and quadratic functions hav really ****** my brain upside down... sry for the coarse language hah.

another sad/happy(however u consider it) thing is tat R.O.D(15apr) is coming real soon, followed by speech day(17apr). seniors will be stepping down and we, part Cs, will be stepping up as the new batch of specialists. well, the seniors haven't really told us our posts yet but kinda hinted to us what we might be, so i shall try n predict the top 7.
csm-kuanting
dsm-me
partC ps-damian
partB ps-ryan
partA ps-xiuming
pds&pnp-jerome
discipline-nicholas.
this is just a meer prediction. haha. however, my desired post is CSM hah. hope i can get it though. all depends on the seniors. well, i shall go off and do crap stuff now.
byee

2009-03-21T09:35:00.005+08:00

lalala... i was bored for the past few days... actually the main reasons why i nvr posted was tat i was pure lazy and my personal com wasnt working.. -.-
newyork trip was damn damn damn damn fun!!!! will post more about it next time! hah.
then ncc camp was okok. i was 2-IC for the 1st day den i was OIC for the second day. damn sian laa.. i felt bad shouting at the company all.. den 2nd day i and jerome tgt took 9partAs for C&C... they really pissed me off by anyhow fidgiting and talking and slacking and showing attitude all and also for having super sucky drills... sediyah and senandiri(i dunno hw spell) oso they screw up like shit. no 90degree, bang all not coordinated, horsekick and gt pple lag somemore.. den got so much other shit from them.. so i got pissed and pumped and shouted at them... sorry...
ya.. tts all for now. will be going to anju's farewell party ltr... so sad... another 2/1-er + gd friend leaving us.. haix.. sigh... then after that will be going for yaar antha star grand finals.
pls send vote1 to 73388 to vote for RAMYA! her singing damn power. i'll probably be kachiaoing her ltr hah. so rmb to vote to no one but RAMYA!!
tts all.. bye..
no pessimistic comment today (:

2009-03-08T18:10:00.002+08:00

whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!! leaving for new york soon!!!!! hahahaha!! soo excited!!!! lalala!!! rawrrrrrrr!! ((: hah.
NEW YORK!!!! sooooooo freaking excited! i bet its going to be funfunfunfunfun!!! and i juz finished checking my luggage for the 3rd time hahaha! lol. im like soo high now!!. den i got new new clothes to wear dere oso lol. ok dat was crap. but den rite will miss 4days of lessons and 1ncc training and xcountry >< den my ca1 is super freaking screwed haha! and maybe we taking maths test in the plane lehh! so cool! i nvr even study hahaha! im going to dieee! lol. i shant talk about inauspicious stuff now! touchwood!
and lastly i will miss my family n frens
and you,
not her not him,
but you,
yes you,
no dont think too much,
its you,
dont turn arnd n look at pple,
i really mean you!!! haha.

bye! i'll be leaving house soon! haha! i will post about the trip when i come back!

and, i love you(: rawrrr!

2009-03-06T21:57:00.003+08:00

whooo. so far all my exam results are screwed like kns hahaha!!! 9F9s!!! woots!!!! a new accomplishment! L1R5 54!!!! wooooooots!!!

another thing is tat im going newyork soooooooooon!!!! like in 2 days!!! whoooooooo!! soo excited! however i will miss some pple... ahhhh. who wan present mus tell me hor! i might buy haha! but for certain pple dunnid ask one laa i sure buy hah! see i very gd boy! hahahahahahaha.
newyorkyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! the flight's on sunday(8th march) at nite! den we will be back oni on sunday(15th march)!!! whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahaha.

ps: im v. bored and v. excited hah. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
pls suggest sth for me to dooooooooo!!!!!

2009-03-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

yoz.. juz logging in to wish happy bday.
HAPPY BDAY SIS!(HAIYS 04/03/2009!)
WISH U ALL DA BEST FOR UR 16TH YEAR OF EXISTENCE!hopefully u grow taller hah.
thanks for being a great sister n all to me and i love ya.
tts all, bye.

2009-03-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

wtf they say my blog link is broken.. or isit my com problem?... wth laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

2009-03-02T22:56:00.002+08:00

ahh sianz... im way behind time for alot of stuff....... i cant find alot of my ws....... sianz... im soo dead.. hmk club probably awaits me.. i think i'll be a permanent member dere.. sianz..
today i screwed bio n physics test like siaoooooo.. and i haven take physics main paper yet.. ahh... my physics graphs test i write correct answers and den change to wrong answers.. for example, y-intercept from 32 become 31 den become -31... stupid rite? sianzzzzzzzzzzzzz....... aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im sooo screwed tis term.. bio my last page i totally duno how to do.. and i dunno the features of the xylem vessel coz i nvr study mr lim's notes.. i oni studied textbook.. ahhhhhhhhhh........... die laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... sianz... i gotta go do sth now.
bye...
life sux life sux life sux..........

2009-02-25T22:49:00.007+08:00

im supposed to be studying for physics but aiya... heck care lah.. since my other results r sucky alr why bother.... today sch was damn freaking sian... hist went thru the LON which i apparently studied for hist test when it wasnt tested... and i 'smartly' didnt study for the treaty of versailles... so i juz anyhow crapped and i think i'll get like 1/25? den had pe. my volleyball team wanted to win but in the end we lost.. i think i was the reason luh.. i anyhow serve den kena net den opponent get point den shortly after tat they won.. aiyaaa.. wad to do.. im nth but bad luck..
den maths.. so damn sian.. i wanted to learn modulus function den he did revision for tmr's test.. aiyaa cfm do badly.. den recess i couldnt find anyth to eat so i resorted to eating some crap bar kinda thing which i cant rmb the name.. den had bio.. was ok la but i was v.sian.. we did some food tests den i kept wasting the liquids coz i duno hw much to take den i anyhow take den waste waste.. den when we put the benedict's solution into the 10% glucose solution and heated it we got some orange solution lol. i think its not solution la.. shud be suspension coz cloudy n canot see thru... den when washing up dat time vania broke a testtube.. den i take the broken testtube to test sharpness of the glass.. but the glass not sharp laaa... hopeless one.. den we oso created some orangejuice-like liquid by mixing all the liquids tgt den had trouble pouring it into the sink coz the beaker was like completely full den if shake alittle oso will spill and i spilled onto my pencil case.. den there was like this oily drop on my keychain... hah no one noticed lol.. den went for eng.. damn depressed laa... my eng for tis term either borderline pass if not fail by abit.. coz of my f-ing compre which i anyhow do..... ahhh... i wanna ***********************(dont try guessing coz i oso dunno wad it is) myself and i want to ***k*... haish... den couldnt find anyth to eat for lunch coz the indian stall all the food finished and i nvr inform her earlier dat i needed vegetarian food.. so, ya i juz took rice wif some beans and vege which i apparently wasted.. haiya.... den jerome pity me n gave me his cutlet >< aiyaa.. stupid blogger.. i type so much den all kena deleted.. stresssssssssssssssssssssss... aiyaa... i dunwan type alr la..
bbyes'

ENJOY LIFE WHILE U STILL CAN.. kadavulae... naan eppo saagapogiraen endru ennidam solla mudiyuma??

2009-02-24T20:31:00.003+08:00

sigh....
yea i haven updated for what seemed like a millenium... sigh...
exam results suck like shit... ahh....
eng 5.5/25... i wanna *** sigh...
tamil 25/50, 18/20... again i wanna *** sigh....
amaths 24/40... i wanna *** yet again...
ss 13/15... i hate it... 13 of all numbers...
geog 21/25... f la.. not gd enuff..
chem 33/40.. f-ed up results again... sian..
emaths 34/40.. also not up to standard T.T... sigh...

i really wanna *** ahhhhhhhhhhhh.................. emanae ennai uthava mudiyuma?? immudivukalai veithu naan epadi nalla iruka mudiyum?? ennai kollamudiyuma? please?

sigh...

aiya... more tests this week.. sure die sure fail sure die sure fail... sigh... emaths n physics on thur.. GG la.. i dun understand anyth.. den next week hav bio amaths all... sad.. if a graph of all my "smartness"(in inverted commas coz its sth tat i actually dun posess..) from p1 until now is plotted, it will look like many maximum and minimum curves combined(i cant rmb the name of these curves at the moment though)... sianz... why did god create me like this? im so stupid... ahhhhhhh.............. sigh..

oops look at da time.. i've homework to do... and stuff to mug for.. which means.. NO SLEEPING TONIGHT!..

till next time..

ps: the *** doesnt represent die. enjoy life while u can..

2009-02-17T19:20:00.002+08:00

i shall juz come to reply tags.

arvin: is ur mom and sis feeling better.
arvin: yo pak, hope ur feeling fit and rdy for sch.
ya i shud be rdy for sch.. but i cant come till friday.. and ya they're fine.

harshie: we are always there for you kays?
k!

kt: totally agree with jerome!!! first time he said something correct!!!
siaosiao

yanting: damian, u sure regardless of race? xP haha btw tagged!
replied

jerome: We are united forever ok?
ok!

xm: NCC BROTHERS 4EVA
ya

Damian: See you soon. Aim high, strive hard. Aim for your post!
Damian: Yo we the NCC be as one. Regardless of race, language or religion.
hope to see u soon too. and u sure anot?

Nic: Hey whatever happens we will always be there for you. rmb that. Stay happy
thanks man! and i'll try to.

sheryl: jiayou ok?i will let u change 5 dollar notes for the coins.(: love ya,classmate!(mutual friendship love.)
ok. now the class $$ dun hav much coins anw haha. love ya back(mutual friendship love.)

xm: yo fat bro always there for u
haha.. thx!

kt: takecares brother!!! always there for ya and supporting ya!!! stay happy brother!!!
kk and thanks loads. love ya bro..

harshie: hi there. take care kays?
k

nanthini: heys. tc(:
k

kayhwee: happy valentines
same 2 u..

vinesha: (:
(:

kayhwee: lols tag. this skin xD
...

JK: dun put so much stress on urself luh...
will try not to.

harshie: hi hi no time to update rite? hehe. and i really know tat i am gonna flunk maths test, if ppl can fail for the test then it is sure me one. i damn scared. later i dun dare go home due 2 results ahh

HAD time but didnt want to and i oso sure fail...

ya, tts all bye...

2009-02-08T17:01:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 50TH POST FOR THIS BLOG!! WOOTS!

k i shall update about ytd and today.
ytd was kinda a boring day. woke up like freaking late den showered and had to leave for flute class.. den came back n sat on comp hahahaha. played 1 game of dota den watched yaar antha star. sad la my sister eliminated... JYS for next time! (: den continued dotaing wif and couldnt concentrate much on dota coz i was smsing n msning oso haha! i dun care about dota. i kip dying den damn sian. after tat played more dota and sms-ed more pple and msn-ed more pple all da way until night. den played dota and msn like kns. after tat did some hmk. now left my tamil summary, physics rippletank ws the last few qns and tats all! woots. den halfway while hmking lastnite i started to watch vaaranam aaiyiram on youtube. den suddenly i saw nic online n decided to kachiao him abit. but he stressed alr la.. i pity him.. so much hmk. so poor thing.. den watch vaaranam aaiyiram and watch and watch. very nice movie somemore got eng subtitles lol chinese pple oso can watch! starting part lotsa love scenes and mushy stuff. den become very emo.. and den the fighting part i forward haha. and the last part abit sad la the father die. but very nice movie (:
and was also spamming (: ytd. (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
den today very bored. supposed to go temple wif arvin at 3 den postponed to 6 aiyoo. so, ya i'll be leaving in about 45min hahahahaha. i wanna go see kavadi!!!!!!!!!!! last year i nvr go. and i wanna go india!! see all those oorus!! very fun. den can jaywalk!! haha.
so, ya. till next time. (nid study for geog test soon.) bye!

and pls spam my tagboard wif tags!!! (:

2009-02-07T00:45:00.003+08:00

im bored so i shall update. today had sucky lessons.. and loadsa tests... first, maths had a surprise class test -.- WTH for WongTeckHong... den had eng.. i hate tt teacher la.... and was doing tamil hmk. i oni copied qn1 from vinesha den the rest all i do myself hor! except the vocab part which i copied from arvin haha. den had tamil.. stupid kalai.. had kaditham/uraiyadal test.. i did kaditham and anihow write.. sure fail.. stupid topic:maid abuse... if oni it was eng.. ahhh. den recess. didnt noe wad to eat so went for INDIAN food. den kwee and i was extra-ing and crapping lame stuff. den after eating i didnt noe wad to do so, went to disturb vinesha, xm and nanthini. den went to pullup bar wif xm n omar and i did 14 pullups!woots! den went to class for chem.. had chem prac zomgroflmaowtfbbq. hopeless prac.. i burnt my finger -.- had the burning feeling lol. den after tat went to the hall for a super long briefing about olevel by mrs poh. entertained myself by suanning wingsang haha!. den she started taoing jerome and me -.-(Sry) den went for lunch where jerome got pissed wif ryan and ryan started to emo for dunno wad reason and i was confused -.- im blur... den went to 3/5 den changed to my pe attire den went to pullup bar. we were having sort of a competition in teams to see which team can do the most pullups in 5 sets. my set counts were 10,10,8,7,5 so tats 40 pullups den inclding the 14 i did during recess its 54 haha. after tat went for ncc. we did mock napfa test...(another test..) did the 5 stations and i sucked at broad jump... 205cm den after tat i jump for practice i got 210cm... not gd enuff la!!!!! i told my eu tat i will get 230cm for napfa!!!!!!! den i did 6 pullups. so tats 60 pullups all tgt for today.den ran outside sch dunno whr all we juz ran n ran... den did like 100+ pumping near the field and parade sq all added up tgt den i left early coz had swimming life saving 1 test -.-(another damn test!!!! ahhhhhh). I PASSED MY LIFESAVING1!! WOOTS
and i also got my goldstar cert and badge and medallion today!!! the medallion soo damn shiny can? will post pics of it soon haha!
so im now here bored, chatting on msn and thinking of stuff. so, ya. till next time.
bye

2009-02-05T21:13:00.002+08:00

yoz i would like to take tis time to say HAPPY BDAY TO nanthini d/o kannan. LOL

today lessons sucked as usual. for cme did some andersonian core values ws or dunno wad la den mus go do some skit or freeze frame n all impromptu lol. after tat maths test zomgroflmaowtfbbq. i canot get 40/40 alr sadded. i screwed up 8b and 9c sadded. den had geog. went through earthquakes and some of the other stuff tat are caused by earthquakes. den whenever mr fadz said epicenter jerome and i get reminded of sandking LOL.. tat was lame. den had sse. 1st part of the lesson i felt as if i've heard someone said all those stuff about writing essays and other crap and i fell sleep wtf. i dozed off for like 1min den mr k said "deepak stop sleeping, wake up!" den i was like zomgroflmaowtfbbq I SLEPT DURING CLASS LOL. den had chem. ms yep say can eat sweets in class sia! i shall try bringing in potato chips n eat lol. maybe not. den hav physics. went to the mac lab to learn about waves and the i-forgot-wads-it-called-box-thingy. aiya will be reading up the textbook soon to get a clearer picture. den went for lunch for kt and he said tat canot find any 3/1 pple in the canteen den i point them out for him and they're like dispersed all over the canteen sia. not like last year 2/1 boys group tgt girls grp tgt. lols ya den supposed to hav tamil extra lesson den teacher nvr come so we went to the library whr we all for the 1st time sat tgt and did our work. usually we sit separately(boys separared from girls). den did maths instead of tamil and i ended up helping arvin finish some of his heavy load of maths hmk. den came back home in empty train and played 1 game of dota coz adriel could play and den slept and den woke up and here i am. and WOOTS tmr ncc pt kit! zomgroflmaowtfbbq. power. tts all bye.

2009-02-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

wooooooooosh.
today was a completely random and crap day. first had physics. was drawing graphs and other crappppp and my graphs suck to de core. i like physics but i hate graphs.... how contradicting >.<
den my sec 1 photo was compared wif my sec3 photo by abdul, kuanting, jerome and nanthini...
-.- last time no moustache now hav haha! FACIAL HAIR. ok tats crap. and den jerome say tat for indian photos they hav to edit the brightness if not oni can see shadow... -.- den nanthini said tat my neck in the photo looks very long and concluded tat in a longneckdinosaur -.- random and crappy -.- however, i prefer to be called bronze brachiosaurus. bronze coz nic said tat my sec3 pic looked like some bronze statue lols. hehe. aiya but if u wan call me longneckdinosaur i oso hav no objections >.< and my sec1 photo looks super freaking fat as compared to my sec3 photo woots!. u wan see em come ask me i show u. den had pe. i was slacking haha although it didnt seem like i was slacking. so, i was slacking but not seemingly slacking, thus i was slacking but not slacking. dun understand ur problem coz i do. hahahahaha. den had maths. wah fcuking boring sia... did some revision shit and wongy was teaching completing the squares and i didnt listen but even though mdm hee didnt really teach it, i knew how to do it even b4 wongy taught it. i dunno how oso but i juz knew hw to do it.. I DUN HAV TUITION! den recess i went to buy indian food. den kt order and i said same as him. and the person blur -.- so kt left his plate dere and i said i wan this and pointed to kt's plate. den also bought crysanthemum tea(godly drink!) den had geog zomfgrofmlaowtf. i was super sleepy during geog sia dunno why T.T but could pay attention haha. den english test. it was like wtf la. i think i sure fail fail fail fail fail fail fail fail fail fail fail fail and fail... sad sia.. T.T T.T T.T T.T

den went for lunch! woots lunch was gd stuff. me kt jerome and chin ate standing up hahahaha we pro lol. den abdul n willy sat infront of us n ate.. -.- and jerome den concluded dat muslims eat slowly haha. coz we all eat finish den abdul n anees still haven finish their food lol haha. den went to 3/5 to slack awhile. i kena nip pinch by arvin like wtf la. so damn pain until dat area became hot for awhile.. zomg.. den went to toilet to change. we had like some mass changing session and adriel shouted MASS ORGY. WTF LA! lol. st john pple ncc pple npcc pple infocomm pple cyber pple all changing in the same toilet lol. was too damn stuffy for me. so i wore my no.4 shirt wif my STANDARD sleaves and went to 3/5 wearing my no.4 shirt wif my white uniform pants haha. wasnt spotted by any teacher or ncc spec! woots. den went dere and started changing into the rest of my uniform. and im addicted to the song threecheersforfiveyears. damn nice. and while changing i got called longneckdinosaur again -.- zomgroflmaowtf. den went to canteen and talked to staff vivegan for awhile and fall-ed in. new part As turned up for training lol. all look so weak and malnourished sia. all so small -.- like tat pds gg sia. sadded. after tat did some c&c i power la! haha kidding. den went to 3/4 to join the part As. staff vishnu chose damian and me to talk to the part As about NCC. den there was tis guy who said tat he didnt watch the pds performance and i asked him why he joined ncc and his reply srsly power sia. "to improve my strength and (sumtimg else which i 4got)" srsly power sia. he came into ncc wif a goal. den we talked about ranks and posts and trainings and camps and imt and pds and falling in and being timer and doing pumping and doing drills and damian and i even demonstrated pumping to them sia. power anot?!?!? xD. after tat staff vishnu was talking to the part As and when he said tat the PartCs(referring to us) would take over in april or sth we all clapped n cheered for ourselves which disrespected him so we kena knocked down and had to stay dere for like 10-15min. lol some of us cheated haha wun elaborate. den recovered n went down to watch some fibua demonstration by the part Ds. den went to porch and practiced abit more C&C. my commands power la! lol kiddin again. den ber-su-rai and got dismissed. changed to pe and went kfc wif ryan omar nic and jerome. jerome n ryan like damn high sia in kfc and i was popping up n down due to the coldness in kfc sia(ate too much ice -.-) den trained wif ryan n omar back and came back n slacked n talked on msn and typed tis post and here i am ending tis post with smth dats completely random.
divergent forces pull us apart... causing normal faults to occur... (to err is human)
byebye

2009-02-02T21:41:00.002+08:00

heys.. sec 3 life sooo stressssssssful... and saddening.. today got back my tamil test... i dunwanna mention my horrible marks.. sad... though i passed, its not very satisfying... sad. sad. sad. and today's ss test also was rather discouraging.. so difficult la.. my answers all surely wrong.. sadded. den maths lesson so effing boring.. sad sad sad tmr hav chem kpt test. i sure fail la..
die die die die die.. i juz hope i dun emo tis year.. if i emo i die.. cfm die cfm die cfm die...... stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssss..

bye..
hoping for the best TRYING to prepare for the worst..

2009-02-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

life's such a bore... how about ending it? i'll think about it. in the meanwhile, i've changed blogskin. pls review it at my tagboard. i think my tagboard hav problem. if it doesnt come out juz refresh the tagboard and it will :)... if the skin's not nice i'll revert to my previous one.
enjoy life while you can...
you'll never know when u'll be in jeopardy..

2009-01-31T20:02:00.002+08:00

friday was somewhat a boring day..
maths: logarithms logarithms and logarithms... im kinda starting to like logarithms lol.. and i can understand em (:
english: mrs goh is the worst teacher ever la.... she soo hopeless... i got 18/30 for my compo.. i was supposed to fail lo.. den went thru some correction policy for eng... and i had my oracy! was supposed to do wif jk n ken but den since arvin didnt prepare anyth for his, we included him in. we talked about game addiction lol and arvin's example was omar lol.
tamil: kalai wanted to collect our letters. i lied tat my locker was jammed hahaha!!! den i didnt hand in. i pro!.. lol maybe not. den we did some literature stuff... the text was about a guy who sympathised for a bird which kena shot by an arrow. den he take the arrow out n put honey and other stuff on the wound. den he take the arrow n poke his hand.. stupid sia... can create scratch marks instead he poke... asshole.. omar kena scolded as usual lol but was kinda biased coz i was talking, not omar.. (sry)
den recess: i was super hungry lor.. i eat the indian food den i still had to buy 2 drumlets and crysanthemum tea zomg.. altgt spent like $4 for recess wtf...
den had chem: super duper boring lesson.. i was like slacking during the experiment.. den after tat i went to sleep wtf.. couldnt concentrate sia.. duno why... after tat coz ms yep said hav extra lesson so, me jerome n chin went to change to no.4 den the lesson canceled... we looked like retards wearing no.4 from 1-3... saddddd
den cca!!! ^^

for the 1st 1hr we went for c&c. omar was ic lol den jerome den chin.
omar seriously screwed up.. i guess he 4got his basics.. happens to all of us. jerome shout drills i cant hear.. so, i being the timer couldnt giv the timing... he got sorethroat mah.. den was chin. chin power sia his c&c quite gd lo i think he was da best for tat day hehe. after tat for the next 1hr30min the part Cs were in charge!!!! woots. 1st me jerome n chin took some of em for drills. they like fucking no life la... stupid bunch of screwups... i hate them all.. maybe except for some. den omar and i took them for pt. the pt was considered a breeze for me n omar but was considered hell for the part Bs... we screwed nakul the most lol hahahaha! 1st we ran n ran n ran. den pumping! den monkeyfists den duckwalk across the whole corridor on the 5th floor! lol like tat oso they tired.. den went for more running den we pump them more.. they all like want to die alr la... so i gave them some advice on hw to improve their strength.

after tat ate at macs n homed.

today is a uber boring day.. i wanna die...
bye..

2009-01-28T23:17:00.004+08:00

today sch very sian... i everything oso no mood... no mood to learn about the treaty of versailles... no mood to play vollyball... no mood to do logarithms... no mood to eat.... no mood to learn about cells... no mood to write essay.... then things started getting brighter as cca neared.. looked forward to todays pt. was QUITE fun. 1st we did some warmup exercises led by damian. den went for 5 rounds arnd the field . den did 25 pumping n went for another 6 rounds around the field. den did 20 crutches(i effing dunno hw to spell). den went to do pullups. i did only 11...(record is 14 so far) sad.... but tat was the highest for part Cs today. den did 30sets of 4 jumping jacks and went for another 4 rounds arnd the field.. after tat drank some water n went to fallin for talk cock session. everyone like no life...(if there were the old spec cfm we kena pumping...) den mr eu talked to us about improving ncc n trying to make it into a gold unit n stuff and den we went to fall in at the parade sq. den we did 20 pumping as a unit and got dismissed. so thats 15 rounds arnd the field, 45 pumping, 20crutches, 30sets of 4 jumping jacks and 11 pullups. sadly, didnt feel any pain after training...
den we went for dinner at kfc. crapped alot there and nic didnt finish his food lol and i kept stressing on the economic downturn. and also for muslims its a sin to wastefood LOL... so, ya den trained wif ryan n khalid home.. and i also believe tat its johanna's bday so, ya happy bday.
and also a v.happy belated bday to Jassy

2009-01-26T15:49:00.005+08:00

bored bored bored.. i shall take this time to wish everyone out dere a very happy CNY..
sadded no one online to dota wif.. and public game all the same always hav fking leavers.. T.T
and y always so little pple online msn? sadded. i shall post pics coz i dun hav the mood to talk bout anyth. and my room's fucking dusty T.T.. and im addicted to ice-cream..
here goes e pics.

i look effing retarded

we look like a happy family lol

3/1'09!

yeah im a corporal!

we went here for cip lol

arvin sia

arvin again

weee hong

GOPAL!

anees sia

anees wif omar's hand and my wallet

khalidd

kumar wif my stuff

kumar again wif my stuff

and pls show me some nice blogskins emo ones preferbly i wanna change my skin.

bye

2009-01-24T23:14:00.003+08:00

so sian.. i've nth left to do.... not in the mood to dota... hmk left very little... life's soo boring... sianz... dun feel like sleeping.. dun feel like playing.. dun feel like doing anything... oh god.. why put me in this situation? can u just reverse the process of life and take away all memories of me? can u just make me disappear into thin air, not being able to be remembered by anyone? (if only someone could conjure such magic as mentioned in the passage during english and make me disappear..) sad... nth to look out for nth to care about nth to do... life is worthless.. why cant i throw it away?..
seeking refuge in a faraway paradise called heaven...

2009-01-24T13:29:00.003+08:00

yoyoyo i haven been updating coz i was bored lol..... i shall juz point out some things tat happened this week!

tuesday. i think i went for badminton at chengsan. played wif 2/1'08 pple n crapped alot whoooooooooo. den went home wif ken jk adriel all.

wednesday. had training in full no.4 PROMOTION TEST! whoooooooo!!!! passed the test!! was anxious to know who scored the highest lol. hehe. den i GOT MY CORPORAL!!!!!! YAY! den after training we TAUPOKKED IMRAN!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA SOO DAMN VIOLENT SIA so many jumpers! dunno if pain anot lol (sry). and HAPPY BDAY IMRAN!!

thursday. after sch went for cip!!!!!!!! cleaning the house thingy. my grp didnt really clean any houses though coz all of them didnt wan us to clean >< but we ended up oni cleaning one of the house's windows lol and i helped!! hahahahahaha den went down n i was pds-ing wif the mop n mr yong kept saying " pls dun play wif the mop!!" hahahahahahaha

friday. cny concert >< is totally sucked la soo damn drag n boring except for afew performances which i actually watched. the rest i was kinda sleeping lol. after tat had badminton wif the 2/1'08 pple!! hahahaha beiying kope-ed my fried rice lol den i kope her long sweet lol hehe den on the way home we waited for empty train at yck lol. den when it came we took n was damn shiok sia! we had 2 full benches to ourselves hahahahaha! so me jk ken n ps all had corner seats!!! lol

tats all for now. bye. hoping to die faster...

2009-01-19T21:23:00.003+08:00

cca open house wasnt tat bad lol. the ncc pds rawked! although some pple screwed up(CLOCKWERK XD) but i didnt screw up at all! my 1st performance wifout any screwups!(*claps*). ya den later taupokked staff syazwan!! haha!! den mr ng treated us macs! soo gd ritee!?!? yeah at lastly i wanna say I LOVE MY NCC BROS!!!!!!!!! ONCE AN NCC BRO ALWAYS AN NCC BRO!

oh god... sec three life has been super stressful till now... i don't want history to repeat itself again... i don't want bad results again... god, help me pull through.. please?..
had ss as first lesson today.. mr kamal got damn stressed and he stressed us as well... didnt noe tat had to finish up the whole inference ws and worst of all i didnt bring it to school... sad.. then had geog. wasnt tat bad la.. could understand but the last part i couldnt quite catch what he was saying.. hav to go read up on my own i guess... sad.. then had bio.. mr lim is like so damn fucking fast... (sry for the vulgarities..) its like he press the slide den 1min later move on.. no time to take down notes oso... sad... recess i stayed back to finish up my tamil compo... den juz nice teacher didnt come... fked up laa... could've not starved and eaten den can save $$ not eating for lunch... sadd.. den had MATHS... mr wong's literally putting me to sleep... sad... i wish i hav another maths teacher, preferbly mrs chong.. and i dun understand surds at all... damn it la.... im soo dead..den came today's hell... I SURE FAIL TAT FUCKING TAMIL CA1... DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN MY LIFE'S GONNA BE SCREWED... FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... SADDED.SADDED SADDED.

took pics of arvin they all but no mood to post them.. will do so tmr or the day after.. bb...
may death soothe my soul...

2009-01-16T21:28:00.004+08:00

YO PPLE! I AM OFFICIALLY BORED IN SCH YET AGAIN... ESP ENG LESSON(TODAY) AND THE LAST PART OF SS(YTD) SO, I SHALL POST PICS TO SHOW MY BOREDOM AS THEY SAY, PICS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS. ENJOY!.. and shed all hope at the same time. life is short. ANTICIPATE DEATH.

i was bored during ss. nid tuh go erase tat whole thing though...

arvin sia not listening somemore.

paying attention siaaa

arvin's pencil case!!!

nice posing siaaa

another nice pose lol and listening so guai-ly siaaa

yeah tat ends it all. byebye and please cheer NCC on during the cca open house. ESP THE NCC PDS!!!

2009-01-14T21:55:00.003+08:00

yo..

today is yet another empty day...

i'm kinda starting to not like being treasurer...

aiyaaa...... very sian..

1st lesson was sse(history elect) mr kamal came in n was quite entertaining wif sound effects and talking about warfare n stuff den he gave a stack of o level papers for us to keep and another stack of notes for THE WHOLE YEAR! lol...

den had pe.. height n weight.. i wish i can grow taller and fatter.. 166cm and 55kg... i wan be atleast 180cm and atleast 80kg... sadded. den ran 3 rounds arnd the inside of sch and did afew pullups.. no kick...

den had maths... mr wong's voice makes me sleepy... we did exponentional equations.. abit confusing though.. den recess

and den bio... we did some practical stuff on scraping off cheek cells n viewing em on the microscope. i took a pic of my cheek cells lol.

there u hav it. my cheek cells viewed in the microscope.

den had eng... super duper boring lesson.... i wanted to sleep alr la... duno wad grammar shit and mrs goh keep talking about olevel stuff n other crap..

den after sch had cca... freaking boring... supposed to hav promotion test den it got postponed... fk la... so we revised rifle drills... was quite boring... den after tat homed wif npcc pple+adriel, pohseng, kwee and fatttttt xm

MAY ALL HOPES BE SHED...

LIVE IN MISERY...

FACE THE GRIM'S WRATH..

2009-01-12T23:01:00.003+08:00

yoz pple! haven been updating for very long... i've been reflecting and thinking about how i've been last year.. i've been thinking about how bad, selfish, rude, cruel, insensitive and loads of other negative stuff that i've been.. well.. i'll embark on changing my character and being nice to people this year. also i'll try to not speak words tat are not supposed to be used towards others.. im sorry if i've been bad to anyone of you last year. truly i am...
ya and hav sec 3 camp recently. it kinda rocked. 3/1 rocked. inferno rocked. we're hot and we've the fighting spirit..( i kinda thought tat it was lame at times though) 1st day: we went to the hall and had a long talk by ahmad-camp chief and also got to know who were our camp instructors.. FJ-FuJuin, Serene and Nit. the ice-breaking was kinda unsuccessful as we didnt really talk or accomplish anything unlike the spongebob group(i wished i was dere though) then we changed into trackpants n left for the campsite. the campsite wasnt tat bad la.. but there were aeroplanes whizzing by one every 5-15mins. then can hear the weeeeeeeeeeeeeeehooooooooooooweeeeee sound... after reaching the campsite, we carried out dorm cleaning.. the dorm tat 3/1 cleaned had lotsa bird shit and other disgusting stuff.. den the 3/8 pple kept throwing this milipede into the dorm... 3/8 says it all... brainless.... den we went for our general stations.. inferno did the giant finger and zigzag.. i thought tat we wasted a whole lot of time listening to FJ talking about the safety stuff and brainstorming on how to remove the tires... den the zigzag was kinda straight forward.. slot in the planks n walk across... after tat we had knots n lashes... the knots weren't tat hard though... and kt tied a super tight (i 4got wad its called) knot arnd my hands and i had problem removing it and needed help -.- den instructor shek gave us a long and funny talk lol. him talking in indian accent kinda reminded me of russel peters lol hahaha. singaporean russel peters. jolly jolly good! we went for the CRC briefing wif camp chief and saw wenjie climb the rock wall den we went for dinner. the food wasnt very satisfying though... after tat we hit the showers n went to sleep.. the dorm floorboards were F**King hard... and i could hardly sleep properly...... i woke up like every 15min, stared at kt n jerome who were sleeping beside me and went to sleep... den i heard chee ian's alarm going off lol. the music not bad sia quite nice.
2nd day: morning was tired coz of the lack of sleep. we had some morning stretches and apparently pple dunno how to count... they say do 5 budda claps pple go do 6 den they say 10 pple do 11 and so on until arnd 30+ or 40+ i cant rmb... den we slacked arnd awhile n went for breakfast.. the food oso not tat appealing agian.... camp food sux.. den we went for improvised rafting. FJ made us sing crap songs throughout the time we were building the raft. and if we failed to do so he takes away our ropes... injustice... and we infernos didnt need much rope in completing our raft... quite a simple design and it was tied securely but wasnt very stable coz it was slanted to one side. den we went for dragon boating which i tot was very boring.. FJ was like talking for like 40mins and we oni rowed and did other stuff for like 20min?... and somemore i sit at the back canot even hear him talk so i snoozed for awhile... no one saw me snoozing luckily XP. after tat we changed n went for lunch... camp food sux camp food sux although i kinda ate most of my veggies ><>< departure -.- we left the camp but our instructors followed us back to sch. den we said gdbye n started to leave sch. and before leaving sch, ofcourse we TAUPOKKED fadz who's bday was the next day! HAPPY BDAY BRO!!!!! woots. he already was tired so ya not many pple were involved in taupokking him hehe. 2nd round soon heheh. after tat went kfc wif 2/1'08-ers xD ate alot alot alot and gave the leftover cheese fries to the girls lol. we couldng finish. after that went lan wif ryan pooven nic dean haw xm ken arvin adriel omar and kay hwee -.- tell me if u can rmb. sorry dude. game wasnt tat bad la we played 2 games of 3v3. my team won my game. i used brood hehe gay hero whoots. yea after tat homed. so ya tats my lame life...
i suck my life sucks ><><

today just another normal school day... den had eng common test.. had no mood to write compo so i juz crapped. sure fail... den had cca until 6. practiced formation all and my thumb really hurts. after tat dinner-ed wif the guyz and crapped and homed.. saw louis on the train lol. our part a ps.. den we talk about olevel and stuff and den gdbyes. so ya. did hmks and played alittle... dota new map released... so ya.. tats my lame life.. bye

2009-01-01T15:52:00.003+08:00

YOZ PPLE! WISHING EVERYONE A VERY HAPPY AND FRUITFUL NEW YEAR!!! XD

yeah today woke up late again xD den went temple and den to my aunt's house! den ordered pizza for lunch. I FINISHED ONE WHOLE PIZZA MYSELF! MUAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHA so delicious zomgroflmaowtfbbq. den now here i am going to dota soon muahahahaha i am EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVIL. MAY EVILNESS TAKE OVER YEAR 2009 HAHAHAHAHA. LOL im juz being lame as usual. so, ya enjoy this new year my makkals!
and yea did i mention!?! im in 3/1 this year! xD going to study n study n study and study all da way lol. xD mus start being guai alr D: aiyaaa it will pay off in the end!

2008-12-28T12:36:00.005+08:00

yoz pple! i noe i haven been updating for ages again. yea im lazy and was playing lotsa dota lol. i suck at dota alr T.T my harbringer can suck balls alrdy T.T how sad... it was my best hero quite some time ago though. and now i can officially say that i've been playing dota for 1year plus hahahahahah!!!!! okay.. i shall update about what happened for the past few days. thursday 2/1 pple and i went to mr wong's house for CHRISTMAS!!! lol damn damn fun. we saw mr fadz dere and crapped alot lol. den the food oso damn nice!! esp the nuggets and pizza and bee hoon lol. and we oso saw mr wong's son, keath, who is now 1month old xD hahahahahaha den we played psp, ps2 and wii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol some of e girls were addicted to house of dead lol. den we went to arvin's shop for dinner hahaha meegoreng was nice but alot of vege(which apparently i hate xD) k, here are some pics taken at mr wong's house by seri and tianning using my phone.

ARVIN!!! KISSING A FROG LOL

CRAZY TIANNING!

KEATH!

on friday, had pds training again lol tmr oso hav.. we practiced and practiced until hand pain sia. i jumbo n jumbo until my palm swollen and damn pain!!! and even though pain i still jumbo... stupid trigger guard. ryan's injury was worse. his middle finger kena swollen like siao until he cant even play dota properly... sadded.. den after training, we went lan n played one game xD and went to eat and went library to catch up on homework which only kuanting and omar have touched on. guai pple lol. so we did maths n science. i finished my science mcq nia. and maths i did until qn 23 xD still left 24 25 26 27 28 29 30. how sad.. den omar slack slack and slacked lol den we all got angry coz he disturbed us by taking candid pics of us lol. i oso took pics of him taking pics of us~~~~~~~~~ lol. i shall upload some pics taken at the library.

jerome sia

jerome again

omar, taking pics lol (i dunno hw rotate)

ryan in doubt....

doubt cleared!!!!!! lol

chio bu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-17T17:38:00.002+08:00

yoz pple! sry i nvr update for what seemed like ages. there's juz nth to talk about luh. aniways, the hols hav been very colourless.. very boring and nth much to look forward to... being separated from lotsa pple is a torture.. sch starting soon yay!. aniways, went bowling with adriel, jiekang, ken, fadz, arvin, harshaana and gwanny(vania)! lulz. at first i met adriel at yishun den we went to sch to buy PANTS! whoots next year wear pants. the pants not bad la but quite long so, no more low pants T.T i suffer T.T T.T T.T T.T den we went to yishun to meet fadz, jiekang and arvin. and arvin who told us to meet at yishun at 12.30 came late -.- he left his house at 12.30.. so adriel and i went to walk arnd the new building of northpoint. quite nice luh( i've gone afew times alr xD) den also went to the singtel shop to check if the stock of c902 and g900 has arrived.. sadly no... so i dunwan change phone yet... sianzzzzzzzzz c905 too expensive and n95 normal one( not the 8gig one) not for sale anymore T.T damn singtel la.. den after meeting fadz arvin n jiekang, we went to kfc to eat lols. den adriel crack jokes and keep making laugh lol. mostly about arvin n indians lol. after tt ken came n we all bus-ed to yishun safra. we waited dere for vania and harshaana to come den we started bowling lol. i kinda suck at bowling T.T 1st game i scored like 50+ or 60+ den the second game i scored 54. i suck i suck i suck sianz... after tt we went the lan there lols. $2 per hr not bad normal lan rate xD. den we play 2v2. me and adriel vs ken n jiekang. i use yurnero(juggernaut) adriel used puck(faerie dragon) ken used boush(tinker) and jiekang used leshrac(tormented soul). I GAVE KEN FIRST BLOOD! T.T den after tt i started to own xD hahahahaha end game me n adriel won haha i hav 13 kills and 1 death. tt stupid first blood luh my oni death lols! aniway nice game haha. den went to 7eleven coz fadz wanted to buy new paper. den there got one news saying tt those pple selling those pens saying for charity or dunno wad crap(those indian pple at yishun mrt station all) IS A FREAKING SCAM LA! THE MONEY GO TO THEM LOR! BUNCH OF FKING ASSHOLES. and harshaana sadly got scammed by them last time when she bought4 pens for $8 altogether hahahaha arvin oso kena scammed last time when he bought 2 pens for $4 altogether hahaha. luckily i nvr buy from them b4 xD! haha den bus-ed home and im here updating now haha.....
byebye.

2008-12-11T11:18:00.001+08:00

yo. juz loggin in to say tt i've changed my blogsong yet again muahahahahahaha. this time its a TAMIL song xD from vaaranam aayiram. its nice. juz listen, u'll like it lol.

ps: jerome, i challenge u to sing this song properly xD

2008-12-06T18:25:00.002+08:00

aloha. lol nvr update for very long haha. lazy and have been dotaing all day lol. life's been bad these few days and lots hav happened. well, i wun mention anything though. haha. and yea missin lots of pple right now. and hoping tat this hols would end faster.. another 3weeks+ sia >.<
sianz sianz sianz.. i shall go play NEVERMORE ltr! lols though me playing it sux but i dun care. mus train. swimming was fun ytd lols. did crap and disturbed aarthi and my sister again lol. they always complain tt the surroundings is cold lol. paper skin probably. aniways im going to dota now. byebye

2008-11-29T14:40:00.002+08:00

i shall FINALLY update.
monday,
mr wong's bday! lol
HAPPY BDAY MR WONG!
had cca from 9-12 lol.. pds. did lotsa crap n learned a few new drills. part As were also supposed to come and oni like 2 of 'em turned up lol. and ryan overslept n came late hahaha! after tt went lan, was kinda fun lol.. but didnt try any new hero. den homed.

tuesday,
boring boring boring and couldnt use com.. -.- coz of some fucked up reason..
went gym and after tt had long funny talk at macs wif daryn jerome n ryan.

wednesday,
cca again lol from 9-12. and this time a decent no. of part As turned up. learned hurricane arm lol. the toss abit like jumbo and i finally could do! and oso learned afew other drills. i find headshot arm abit weird. after tt the ncc pple went lan and i went bowling wif arvin, tok, siting and harshie. was damn fun! and my chicken chop oso was damn delicious lol. we played 3 games altogether. first game i sucked like shit. my score was only a pathetic 18. i lost my touch i guess..
second game was quite gd though. i got like 60.( getting back my touch). then 3rd game i dominate! hehe got 91! and in the middle almost got turkey sia but didnt T.T oni had 2 strikes in a row. then after the 2 strikes i got 8 pins down T.T stupid 2 pins -.- after tt went to northpoint n ate at macs lol. the girls say i eat mc chicken damn disgusting wif lotsa curry sauce. but was nice lor. go try it! then we went to walk arnd and arnd and arnd and homed.

thursday,
another boring day juz like tuesday -.-. wanted to watch dont forget the lyrics but couldnt coz if stupid tuition which i didnt understand anyth. -.-"

friday,
oso very borrrrrrrrrrrrrring................... den wanted to watch spongebob atlantis square pantis but couldnt coz of swimming -.-........ disturbed aarthi like siaooooooooooooooooo until she got damn angry lol (sry) hahahahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHhahahahaHAHAHAHAHA survier wasnt nice -.- they show some behind the scenes thingy from the 1st episode -.- it sucked... esp the one shown in the afternoon.. soo much transmission problem -.- sianz...

tts all byebye... (BLOOD)

2008-11-23T15:33:00.002+08:00

i've been lazy to update for the past few days sia.. with excessive dota as well. oh well...
friday went with fadz mr fadz and arvin to mount alvernia hospital to see mr wong! his wife gave birth at 12am on the 20th november! lol. his son's name is keath. then talked to mr wong for awhile and then said gdbye n left. after tt fadz n mr fadz went for prayer and arvin and i went lan... we on com, created game and started oni mr fadz called us and we had to leave.. 20cents of lan -.-.... pathetic... then mr fadz treated us lunch at pizza hut! after tt hidir, fadz and mr fadz went to sch for vball training.. arvin and i homed.. then was super bored... play dota dota dota then went for life saving... oso quite boring.. oni did chin tow and extended tow... i damn slow sia and my victim sure will die....

then, DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA ALL THE WAY.......... and garena hav alot of leavers and leaverhosts.... fucked up pple.... will be going to collect specs soon, (i changed lenses) bye!

2008-11-20T23:24:00.002+08:00

booored.... i'll do the quiz again..

QUIZ TIME
1. The person who tagged you?
Vania
2. Your relationship with her?
Granny! :)
3. Your fifth impression of her?
Ooooooooooooooooold xD
4. The most memorable thing she did for you?
cheer me up :)
5. If she becomes your lover, you would?
sum1 would become angry
6. If she becomes your lover, she needs to improve on?
helloooooooooo, she's my granny(too old to be my lover xD)
7. If she becomes your enemy, you would?
tao her for fun xD
8. If she becomes your enemy, she needs to improve on?
she needs to be less gullible xD
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason would be?
are you(creater of this quiz) trying to stir things up??
10. The most desired thing you want her to be?
Gwanny!!!!!!!!!!
11. Your overall impression of her?
Oooooooooooooooold xD
12. How do you think others will think of you?
let them think whatever they want to think. im not bothered.
13. The characters you like most about yourself?
i hate myself. i suck. im a loser.
14. The characters you hate about yourself?
as i said, i hate myself.
15. The most ideal person you want to be?
a corpse.
16. For the people that care and love you, what do you want to say to them?
first of all, hi. last of all, bye.
17. Pass this quiz on to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. Damian
2. Zakrie
3. Arvin
4. KuanTing
5. Omar
6. Carey
7. Ivan
8. Lekha
9. Aruna
10. Haiys
18. Who is 6(Carey) having a relationship with?
you all know who lol
19. Is 9(Aruna) a female or male?
Female
20. If 7 and 10(Ivan and Haiys) are together, will it be good?
I'll puke.
21. What is 2(Zakrie) studying about?
8subjects combi xD!
22. When was the last time you chatted with 3(Arvin)?
Just now, on the phone
23. What kind of music does 8(Lekha) like?
dunno? pop i guess?
24. Does 1(Damian) have siblings?
zomg i dunno!
25. Will you woo 3(Arvin)?
lol?
26. How about 7(Ivan)?
another lol?
27. Is 4(Kuan Ting) single?
dunnoe lol. alot of pple rape him b4 lol.
28. What is the surname of 5(Omar)?
KHALID!
29. What is the hobby of 10(Haiys)?
Facebook? Chat on msn? Be a loser? Extra? Eat n become fatter?
30. Does 5 and 9(Omar and Aruna) get along?
i guess so.
31. Where is 2(Zakrie) studying at?
Anderson Secondary School duh!
32. Talk something casually about 1(Damian)
Wei Lin!
33. Have you tried developing feelings for 8(Lekha)?
yes?
34. Where does 9(Aruna) live at?
sumwhere in bishan?
35. What colour does 4(KuanTing) like?
green?
36. Are 1 and 5 (Damian and Omar) best friends?
i think.
37. Does 1(Damian) have a pet?
dunno?
38. Is 7(Ivan) the sexiest person in the world?
LOL. let carey answer tt!
39. What is 10(Haiys) doing right now?
watching tv

2008-11-19T22:21:00.005+08:00

QUIZ TIME

1. The person who tagged you?

Harshaana

2. Your relationship with her?

Friends

3. Your fifth impression of her?

hmm? i dunno great person? my math isnt that good.

4. The most memorable thing she did for you?

er.. she was my friend?

5. If she becomes your lover, you would?

i would do things that normal lovers do?

6. If she becomes your lover, she needs to improve on?

er.. nth?

7. If she becomes your enemy, you would?

suan her more xD

8. If she becomes your enemy, she needs to improve on?

hmm.. she needs to learn to be MEAN! lol.

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason would be?

are you(creater of this quiz) trying to stir things up??

10. The most desired thing you want her to be?

my friend for long to come!

11. Your overall impression of her?

great person greater friend!

12. How do you think others will think of you?

let them think whatever they want to think. im not bothered.

13. The characters you like most about yourself?

i hate myself. i suck. im a loser.

14. The characters you hate about yourself?

as i said, i hate myself.

15. The most ideal person you want to be?

a corpse.

16. For the people that care and love you, what do you want to say to them?

first of all, hi. last of all, bye.

17. Pass this quiz on to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1. Fadzly

2. Abdul

3. Jerome

4. Nicholas

5. Kay hwee

6. Vania

7. Vinesha

8. Xiu Ming

9. Ryan

10. Harshaana(do it again xD)

18. Who is 6(Vania) having a relationship with?

Jerome?

19. Is 9(Ryan) a female or male?

Male

20. If 7 and 10(Vinesha and Harshaana) are together, will it be good?

o.O Lesbians? who noes? maybe i'll happen? lols xD dun think so. they're gd friends.

21. What is 2(Abdul) studying about?

same as me! 9subjects combi xD!

22. When was the last time you chatted with 3(Jerome)?

Just now, while dotaing?

23. What kind of music does 8(Xiu Ming) like?

dunno? rock & pop i guess?

24. Does 1(Fadzly) have siblings?

yeah a bro and a sis.

25. Will you woo 3(Jerome)?

gays? oh wait i am one. lol. he has someone else already aniways.

26. How about 7( Vinesha)?

why not? or am i already trying to? gd luck guessing.

27. Is 4(Nicholas) single?

hard to say. he falls in love with tv celebs sometimes lol.

28. What is the surname of 5(Kay Hwee)?

Lim

29. What is the hobby of 10(Harshaana)?

blog? watch movie? study? msn? die of boredom?

30. Does 5 and 9(Kay Hwee and Ryan) get along?

i guess so, they do play dota tgt sometimes.

31. Where is 2(Abdul) studying at?

Anderson Secondary School duh!

32. Talk something casually about 1(Fadzly)

EXTRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! xD

33. Have you tried developing feelings for 8(Xiu Ming)?

no? he's just a friend ok?

34. Where does 9(Ryan) live at?

Admiralty!

35. What colour does 4(Nicholas) like?

Blue?

36. Are 1 and 5 (Fadzly and Kay Hwee) best friends?

i dunno about this lol.

37. Does 1(Fadzly) have a pet?

dunno? fish?

38. Is 7(Vinesha) the sexiest person in the world?

o.O i dunno. but she's cute xD

39. What is 10(Harshaana) doing right now?

sleeping??

sry harshaana i couldnt finish it on time. my parents wanted to use the com while i was typing halfway. soo sorry...

2008-11-19T16:53:00.002+08:00

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! hols are still very boringboringboring!!!!!!!!! lol.... i've been dota-ing excessively xD!!!!!!!!!! whooooooooohooooooooooooooooooo. MAY EVERYONE DIE SOON! AND MAY THE WORLD PERISH IN THE HANDS OF DOTA!!!!!!! zomgroflmaowtf. lol. aniways, went to gym ytd and went to watch madagascar2 after tt. was kinda funny lol. recommend u guyz to watch it as well. xD lol. MADAGASCAR2 escape to africa! lol. penguins are crazy... and and dota dota dota dota dota is funfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfun. i hope there'll be new hero soon lol. and i shall go try kunkka and windrunner now. byebye

2008-11-15T13:58:00.002+08:00

YOZ! sry nvr update for the past 3 days.. was super bored and was dotaing like shit and was watching russel peters vids xD. ok so currently im going on 2 days wifout sleep xD hahahahaha.
soo fun 3rd day will be today. MUAHAHAHAHAHA and macs hav new burgers lol. mega mcspicy, mega bigmac and oso got breakfast one! lol. i tried mega mcspicy ytd hahahaha damn nice la but very big wif 2 patties inside lol. very big until i got trouble finishing it lol.
then today morn had a haircut, no more curly hair ): and the stupid barber go cut the back of my neck alittle... can feel and had abit blood hahahahahahahaha. BLOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!! :D
back to my boring life... will be dotaing dotaing and dotaing more n more until i improve and hopefully can go back to the last time standard of my dota.... which was abit pro..... and now like fucked up shit xD hahahahahahahahahah ZOMGROFLMAOWTF.... sianz....
ouh ya i oso buy books alr hahahahaha very ex T.T and heavy lol. but i can carry hehe. and i oready read the sciences textbooks alr hahahahahahaha but somethings i dun understand lol.. aniways will be mugging more lol.... bored bored. life sux. i suck. im a loser. i hopeless. i want to die. zomgroflmaowtf
byebye.

2008-11-12T21:56:00.002+08:00

yooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
i've changed blogsong lol. clocks by coldplay. i find it kinda nice haha.
Enjoy

2008-11-12T18:34:00.000+08:00

yoz. started working out for the hols! hopefully can lose weight n develop pecs by next year.. and my dota sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux i've started to lose to easy AI sia.. zomgroflmaowtf...... i suck i suck i suck. im a loser im a loser im a loser im a loser im a loser sianz.. isnt tt obvious?.. aiya nvm... appeal results are out and i hope tt some pple dun get into A1... aiyaaaaaa plain booooooooooooooored.... will be cutting down on dota and other games for awhile... buying books tmr(arnd $300 leh!) soo exp...... sianz.... im not rich.. aiyaaaaah..... i hope i can die soon T.T

2008-11-10T19:25:00.001+08:00

yoz! super bored.... played lotsa dota recently and realized tt its either im getting worse at dota or our class pple are getting much better. i gave first blood to arvin!!!... he quite gd alr la but when playing 5v5 game wif outside pple he damn funny. early game afew kills then late game feed xD hehe. ok la not bad. but shud juz farm faster then can own xD. i think i shall practice my luna and priestess more then can find new builts lol. bored bored bored..... anderson portal scam sia. they say release appeal results on the 10th Nov then still haven come out.. damn bloody scam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sianz...... will start working out soon. n hopefully can develop pecs by next year. then can prove to seri carey n vania tt i hav pecs lols!.... bored..... i shall go dota dota dota dota dota dota and more dota till my eyeballs drop out xD hahahahahaha..... i wanna die! lulz.. byebye

2008-11-07T14:34:00.000+08:00

yoz pple! u guyz probably noticed me not updating for the past few days rite??! yeah was at chalet from 4th nov to 6th nov.

4thNov

went to woodlands in the morn n meet pohseng at causewaypoint. then we went to arvin's house to help him carry all the foodstuff(had alot but wasnt enuff lols..) then harshaana came to arvin's hse there wif beiying in her car to pick me arvin ps and all the stuff! lols her car is big!! then went to sch to submit pohseng's, beiying and dunno who's appeal form and saw the other forms there lol. k then back to harshaana's car and went all the way to downtowneast there the costa sans resort!!!!!! our chalet! we were there at 12+ and the check in time was at 2):
zomgroflmaowtf. so we went to eat and waited for the rest to come... we very restless until we play psp burnout legends and dominator lol.. finally checkin time! we all go there and checked out the place lols although the chalet was small, we had fun man! then behind our M-06 house had swimming pool! hahahahaha. first day afternoon all i cant rmb what we all did lol i think we laz-ed arnd n played mahjong lol( i did hav alittle beginner's luck thx to yanting hehe)
ouh ya i can rmb! we cycled all afternoon!! very fun except for the part whr i banged onto arvin.. i was shouting "arvin u die! im going to bang u!" then i thought he will dodge then he didnt-.- sorry:(. then tianning n i team n play mahjong super noisy haha.. after tt hav BBQ lols.. and and mr Wong came!!!!! hahahahahaha. we made lots of chickenwings, alittle hotdogs and alittle fishballs. i help to fan! fanfanfanfan until the little fire things fly everywhere lol then larry arvin all scold me lols.. but was fun! then those who helped didnt get much food but i managed to cope 1 chickenwing, 1fishball and 1hotdog! lols... then we all go macs coz not full! i arvin n fadz bought meal n ate and adriel bought ice-cream! then mr wong treat all of us ice-cream! liddat adriel had 2 lols! hahahaha then mr wong oso bought lots of fries! but me arvin n fadz alone had lots lots lots of fries! the tray got mountain lol. then we see seri eat fries! very amusing lol but it kinda reminds me of my pri sch frens who eat fries liddat oso lol. so, it aint nth new haha. then went back to chalet and mr fadz came!!! i start to suan him! then he suan me back like siao! so we all laugh n laugh.

5thNov

Then mr fadz, mr wong, me, arvin, fadz, pohseng, larry, kayhwee, zhuosheng and hady went for a super duper long walk arnd pasir ris park then walk to changi! about 10km!! new accomplishment! lols. on the way, every bus-stop was considered godly and the mosque on the way was super duper holy godly dunno hw describe la! the mosque there got watercooler leh!!! we all hydrated ourselves n kept walking!!!!! we go there actually wanted to watch soccer match but it oni started at 3.45 and we were there at like 2.30. so, we juz had drinks and supper all on mr fadz hehe(teachers are very gd! hehe) after tt we taxi-ed back to chalet hahaha!(mr wong n mr fadz paid xD) mrwong and mr fadz really very gd la! in sch and outside sch! hope they teach 3/1 next year..(most unlikely though...) :(

then we reach chalet, we see the girls all sleeping upstairs lol.. tt was about 4am. then the girls woke up and wanted to giv the boys the beds(oni had 2) but we instead gave the beds to mrfadz n mr wong! they really needed it!! they had to go sch for invigilation lols. so they slept nicely there. and i found out tt beiying is a super hardcore mahjong-er lols she play throughout the both nights sia! i oso played awhile.. but all i lost and beiying la kept winning and winning!.. adriel oso kept winning and winning. he oso hardcore mahjong-er xD but he had sorethroat and went home on the 5th.. sad.. adriel = mum T.T so, all were up at 6+ except harshaana, chin, pohseng and ivan lols they sleep like siao, except harshaana she was unwell(get well soon). then me fadz arvin adriel ivan pohseng larry n jiekang went swimming at the pool! damn fun la we do loads of retarded stuff haha! then larry didnt see the metal railings and hit his teeth there and one of his tooth kena chipped sia. and when he smiled looked damn funny sia! xD after tt me arvin tgt wif a big grp of girls went wildwildwet! ( the other boys cheated our feelings n didnt come T.T) but was damn fun!!! we went arnd the lazy pool dunno hw many times and was damn fun! i keep kajiaoing the girls haha esp peiyan and beiying haha! damn fun. then we went to the wave pool oso super fun! i kept overturning the girls' floats! this time me n arvin kept disturbing beiying haha! sry girls. then we oso went on the oohlala slide! very fun! like 5 pple sit in one float the go down then they take pics all! lols the girls damn enthu here. after tt we went for the dunno what slide very fun one! like V shape then 2 pple sit on a float n go up n down the V! at 1st u and arvin sat the thing damn fun! then we keep sitting damn damn fun! after tt i sat the thing wif tianning lols she damn enthu then scream scream lols! after tt the girls went to shower and i and arvin went to buy food. arvin tapao at the coffeeshop n went back n i met the other boys and went to kfc to eat. adriel's sorethroat was very bad there. he couldnt talk at all.. soo sad. then we makan alr n went back. adriel haw ken they all went home. then harshaana was feeling a wee bit better n she came down n play cheat wif us while waiting for her dad to come to pick her up. after tt we watched hide and seek. supposed to be a scary movie but wasnt. then daiqian kept doing her long retarded scream lols! damn funny la n ppl thought tt she was freaking out or sth lols.

6thNov
then play mahjong in a half asleep, half bored and half awake situation. when beiying keep asking me what tile i throw i kept saying 'seven thousand two hundred and three' lols juz to piss her off. well she was abit pissed anw.. sry. then then chin kept playing psp like some addict liddat. hardcore burnout-er he play the whole night sia! 3rd day was kinda plain lols. ivan made milo for everyone of us who was awake and i put mine in the freezer n 4got to take out until dawn lols. the thing frozen and i ate it like a popsicle lols tasted kinda weird though.. we were late for check out until the pple there kept chasing us out sia!.. so after tt we check out n bus-ed to pasir ris bus interchange whr we bought bandung and bus-ed to amk! then we went raiders n played from
1pm-3pm! lols 1st time going lan wif 2/1 pple! xD game was kinda fun wif me owning early n mid game wif mortred then losing late game to haw's gondar D: after tt we lunched at kfc n bus-ed to yishun interchange whr i bus-ed home lols.. i keep using the word bus-ed lols... i reached home at about 5pm n started to sleep. sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep
until next day the afternoon 1pm sia! but had a great sleep man!
i shall post about 7th nov as well.
7thNov
woke up n bathed then breakfast-ed. then was super bored n i went to dota. dota dota dota until 6+ n then went for swimming. swam awhile about 8laps nia.. (no kick xD) then went for life-saving course.. was super boring and i was half asleep.. theory mah... so after tt bought kfc and homed n slept... yeah tts my boring life...
i wish class chalet was longer! i really miss 2/1-ers now... T.T when u pple were by my side i didnt treasure u guyz.. and now when we're separated i miss u pple badly...
2/1'08 is LOVED
aiya.. sianz... sometimes i look out of the window n wonder whether i should anot... and sometimes i wonder whether god's greatest mistake is making me exist... oh well... i'll let my mind ponder over these things in boring soltitude.. bye guyz.

2008-11-02T21:44:00.001+08:00

yo! im juz logging in to tell u pple to pray for the world to end!!!!!
when the world ends, things like world peace and other shit can occur!!!
MAY ALL LIVING THING ON EARTH PERISH AND DIE!!!!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

k, im still bored....... i was soo bored tt i dota against ai.... i 1 v 4 ai insane (6.53ai+)
the ais damn stupid sia! i used axe. then end game i lvl 25 the gondar lvl 4 the spectre lvl 7
the death prophet lvl 6 and the balanar lvl 6. see wad i meant by stupid ai!
then i got 121 kills and 1 death T.T my death was due to pure greediness and stupidity.
end game i had 2vanguard, 2hearts, boots of travel, bloodstone(101charges) and 18k of
unspent gold. 32 double kills and 23 triple kills... (stupid ais). sianzz..... my creeps pushed all
the way lols....

k, im still bored luh........ sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sians sian sian sian sian sian sian...

2008-11-01T15:34:00.000+08:00

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2008-11-01T15:32:00.000+08:00

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2008-11-01T11:58:00.000+08:00

sian.... hols are soo fucking boring.......
I Wanna Die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........................
(can guns be bought in s'pore?)

2008-10-30T21:20:00.000+08:00

Without you

Strip me of my open lies!
Just take me, oh take me away!
This cage is locked, our love never escaped.
But can you think back to that time when you said you’d had enough.
This tore my heart out.
You opened our cage.
The love escaped.
What I feel for you now is pure hatred.
You broke this heart inside me.
Inside me, You broke.
Strip me of my open lies!
Just take me, oh take me away!
This fate that has been dawned upon us,
Its been ripped open, we can see inside it, clearly.
I’m caught up in a world that I don’t recognize without you.
Take me in, pull me deeper.
Keep me from this dark and empty life.
Without her, what am I?
So just strip me of my open lies!
Please just take me, take me away!
This card is signed by you.
But what does this mean?
Are you finally going to give in?
You carefully took my heart and pulled it back together again.
I don’t need you now.
I have healed inside.
Without you.

Lost Soul

IM BORED!!!!!!!!!!! SOMEONE SUGGEST STH TO DO PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!
i shall post more rubbish tmr and the day after and the day after and the day after and.....
sianz..!!!!!! and ytd went out wif omar, xm, nic, jerome... after playing lan then super super bored...... boredom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aiya.... i shall continue to dao pple..

2008-10-30T21:14:00.000+08:00

Boredom

The monotonous voice of the teacher
Floats around the classroom
No one listens
But everyone hears it

Nothing to do
But doodle in your notebook
To bored to talk
To bored to stay awake

Sleep comes
The teacher says wake up
And the boredom continues
And so does the teacher

The bell finally rings
Everyone gets up slowly and stretches
We all leave
With the teacher’s voice still ringing in our ears

The Hawk

2008-10-30T19:50:00.001+08:00

heys pple please take note! this message is to all 2/1-ers so please reply as soon as u see this message.

all 2/1-ers after reading this message, please tell harshaana if u are going to the class chalet from the 4th - 6th nov and if u are going,
1. are u staying overnight?
2. are u staying overnight for both nights?
3. if u are not staying overnight will u come back for the other days?

please inform her asap or u can inform me at my tagboard n i'll pass the message. thanks for ur co-operation

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(please kindly note that this is not copypaste... this reflects how bored i really am...)

whooo?

2008-10-28T19:26:00.000+08:00

YO!!!!!!!
ok ytd was a somewhat fun night with pple flooded in my house lols. hope u guyz had loads of fun! though it might've been kinda boring and sry xm i was too lazy to take out my ps2 :P
haha.. jerome omar ryan n xm came early to my hse at 4.30 then we go my room n play dota lols. omar play dota funny like shit wif me kajiao-ing him by anyhow pressing poison nova lols. but his tidehunter not bad la can holyshit.. and jerome la dunwan stop psp-ing!! -.-" k then the rest of the pple arrived at 6.30!!!!! all 2/1-ers! most of them wearing 2/1 class tee! pink n blue!! whoots! 2/1 rocks! then we all watch tv dunno what mr bean la and dunno what crap all. then my house was like full! (sry my house small) then my room oso flooded lols! ppl standing around *admiring* my young photos and other stuff tts on my wall. then tian ning went super high la go around take photo then like small girl liddat lols. after tt omar kena raped by jerome, me, xm all dunno for what. i see jerome attacking omar then i oso joined in lol. & i had to force pple to eat sia. pple like gwanny(vania) i dun let her go home coz she dunwan eat sia.. in the end had to let her go lols.. then downstairs i, tn and seri looked like drunkards, putting our arms on each other's shoulders n walking! pple staring lol.. after tt one by one started to leave... seeing the 2/1 pple leave my house was damn sad la.. wanted them to stay more.. missing those pple now!!!!! nvm hav sentosa outing n chalet.. k la then 2/1 pple all left and jerome ryan xm n omar still were in my house lol.. ryan play queen of pain damn gd sia! soo pro! even my QoP sux hehe.. then omar wanted to borrow billa(tamil movie) which was also screening on tv at tt time lol.. k.. i'm officially super bored and sick(physically) right now... someone suggest sth for me to do pls!
bye..

2008-10-27T09:31:00.001+08:00

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! TODAY'S DEEPAVALI!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
SO, HERE GOES!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL HINDUS CELEBRATING DEEPAVALI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-25T18:33:00.000+08:00

aloha pple! sry i cant post the arts fest pics T.T my other com's currently down.. and windows live messenger is taking ages to dl... so im currently using the super old windows messenger T.T aniways i jus wanna say thanks to afew groups of pple for making this year a spectacular sch year for me!

firstly, 2/1!!!! the best rocking class ever!!! we've got all sorts of pple here!! this year with 2/1 has really been superb, being hyperactive in all sch events and winning loads of awards!! 2/1 rocks! however sadly, we are separating... and next year we will be scattered across the sec 3 lvl.. ya.. will miss u guyz badly T.T 2/1 rocks 2/1 rulez , long live the 2/1 spirit!!!! love ya pple!

next would be the retarded tamil class i've been in. u ppl are seriously retardedly crazy. miss the times we dao-ed the teacher and do crazy stuff.. miss u guyz..

next would be the dota gang! dota dota dota!! loved playing wif u pple although we do stupid stuff sometimes haha like arvin stealing my aegis then leaving me to die -.- hahas!! good times, good times! loved playing wif u pple! hope we keep in touch playing dota hahas!! love ya pple!

last but not least, the ncc gang!!! jerome nic omar kt ryan xm chin and all the rest who've been there!! love hanging out wif u pple esp after training! and we've always hav bonded well during trainings and are becoming closer n closer due to ncc!!(not in a gay way though!!) so.. ya love ya pple!!!!!!

ya.. i shall say arvin's favourite phrase now.. good times! good times!!

2008-10-23T20:42:00.001+08:00

today was the last day of sch... and the last day of us 2/1 being 2/1... how sad.... 2/1 is loved..
juz wanna thank all of u guyz for making these past two years such a thrilling ride for all of us! u pple simply rock on! i shall thank all of u in person xD
#1 abdurrahman - yooo!! thx for being my bro & helping me in times of need. i treasure the moments we've had tgt and hope tt we can be in the same class next year!
#2 anjana - yo! though i haven gotten to know u well, being the the same art grp last year was kinda fun & thx for the great moments. sad thing tt u are migrating this year and gd luck for the future.
#3 arvin - yoo!!(suanning u wif certain comments im not mentioning here) had great times being in 2/1 & 1/1 wif u and u always cheer me up when im sad. we've had many happy moments tgt and hope we can be in the same class next year. love ya man!!!
ps: pls dun do stupid stuff in dota.. ROFL
#4 carey - yoz! being ur home econ partner was fun, funny n enjoyable & though i screwed many dishes up im sure we had a gd time. thx for being a great classmate & hope to cya around.
#5 siying - hello dinosaur!!! very fun to suan u lol. had great laughs being in 2/1 wif u when ppl like fadz n arvin keep making fun of u and u, creating those funny reactions n stuff. really enjoyed those moments & cya around.
#6 zhuosheng - yoo uterus!!! special thx to u for being a great great friend to me in class and in cca. though i suan u alot but u're always the best there is man!! i love ya man!!!(u may think im gay.. well, so be it!)
#7 yanting - yo! loads of happy moments being in 2/1 wif u & thx for teaching me hw to blog! hope to see ya around next year.
#8 daiqian - yo! thx for being a great classmate for the past 2 years & the experience is memorable. cya around.
#9 me!
#10 fadz - yooooooo!!!!!!!(does the back hitting thing) yoo bro!! great moments wif u in 1/1 and 2/1. yeah really enjoyed them loads! also thx for being there for me in times of need and sharing happiness and sorrows. love ya man & hope we get into same class next year!
#11 beiying - yo! fun suanning u last year when we were in the same grp & couldnt forget the moments when we called u mrs moey n when u got pissed. sry. but enjoyed those moments and hope 2 see ya around.
#12 tianning - yoo!!!!!! chinese auntie!!!!!!!!!!!!! hyper auntie!!!!!!!!!!! caveman!!!!!!!!! woman who thinks u are a man!!!!!!!!!!!!! broom!!!!!!!!!!!!! thx for always being out there for me and helping me in times of need! really love u loads and hope to cya around!!!!!!!!!!!
#13 harshaana - yo big boss! fun suanning u all the time wif ur funny reactions n stuff. thx for being a great friend & classmate in 1/1, 2/1 and tamil class and will cya around next year.
#14 jiekang - yo haw!! sembawang ppl re-unite!!! thx for the many moments we've had tgt in 2/1, 1/1 and dota. wish we can be in the same class agian next year and maybe we can even hav combined ncc and npcc trainings? who noes?! but surely will be seeing u around next year! haha!
#15 ivan - yo carpet! fun being in the same art grp last year and sitting next 2 u this year, hearing ur lame jokes kena backfired really made me laugh my socks off & i enjoyed them loads. hope 2 cya around next year!
#16 larry - yoz! always doing crappy stuff around! always making me laugh at ur racist jokes even though they're are against me lol. hope 2 cya around.
#17 boonhow - heyy!! brother!!! fun being in 2/1 wif u always going round wif a smile on ur face n making ppl laugh at ur laggy & funny reactions! enjoyed the moments we've had and cya around next year!
#18 peiyan - ello auntie lol. fun crapping around wif u during ipw last year n laugh alot wif abdul n chin. great experiences and cya around.
#19 waiken - yo kenny!!! always cracking random racist jokes and making fun of me n arvin. great fun being in 2/1 n 1/1 wif u and not forgetting the dota games we've had! enjoyable experiences. surely will cya around next year.
#20 adriel - yooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!! mum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! always been there for me, helping me in the best way could and always making me laugh wif ur funny "disputes" wif arvin, doing crappy stuff! i'll never forget u and gd luck for the upcoming years and surely will cya around next year!
#21 kayhwee - thx for being someone who is easy to talk to and share my thoughts to. thx for being there for me! hope to cya around next year.
#22 xinying - heys! though i havent gotten to know u well in the past 2 years, u're always a quiet person so, try to socialize more k? nice to hav u as a classmate n gd luck.
#23 hady - yoz! had many crappy n enjoyable moments wif u & hope they last! but please stop slacking n work hard k?
#24 nadiah - heys! though i didnt get to know u well, its nice to hav u in 1/1 and 2/1. cya around.
#25 huixiang - yo smart ass!! soo smart la u 2nd in class!!!! continue working hard and gd luck to you!
#26 anees - yooooooo!!! superman!!(does the back hitting thing) u bloody smart ass!!!!! soo smart get 1st in class la u!!!!! ya, thx for being a great 1/1, 2/1 and tamil classmate!! you and ur crappy and cold, scientific and mathematical jokes LOL!!!! gd luck n cya around!!
#27 lekha - yoo small little short sister! nice to hav u around in 1/1 and 2/1. work hard next time round k? gd luck!! cya around!
#28 seri - yoo!! crapper!! always go round crapping and being "extra" xD! fun to hav u in class and cya around!
#29 colleen - yoo! checkers/chess mate! nice to play checkers n chess wif u lols! hopefully u can improve ur skills n win me next time! muahahahaha! nice to hav u in class coz can suan all haha! cya around!
#30 siting - yo! being in the same grp as u last year was fun! coz can suan beiying and can suan u oso haha! damn funny damn crappy, one of the best times i've had! thx loads! cya around next year!
#31 gerald - yo emo dude!! nice cracking random jokes and making laugh and all! also fun playing dota wif u man! hope we can make it into the same class next year! cya!
#32 timothy - heyz man!!! u rock on dude!! it was truly fun being in the same class as u though u were kinda getting on my nerves lots of times but there were funny n fun moments!! cya around next year and hope we can play more online scrabble lols!
#33 sweehwa - yo tok! nice to hav u in our class, making fun of arvin all lols! cya around!
#34 vaina - yo gwanny! actually forgive u long ago alr xD juz playing arnd daoing u lols! fun to hav u in class all lols! cya around(gd luck in ur rship wif jerome)
#35 shao xuan - yoo sex xuan!! lols! fun to suan u n play dota wif u!! nice to hav u in class n hope we can stay tgt in the same class next year! cya around!
#36 pohseng - yoo ah seng!!!! shortie!!!!!! xDxD!!! next year mus work harder!!! nice to hav u in class crapping all the time, suanning pple oso!!!!! soo fun la!!!!! nice to be in same dota team as u oso lols! cya around!
#37 kevin - yoo!! boyboy ah! always suanning ppl and oso cracking lame jokes lol. fun to hav u in class oso!! can suan u about ur height but now u growing soo fast la!!! soon u going to be taller than ivan i think! lols gd luck man!
#39 zakrie - yoz manap!!! crazy band dude!! loves ya man!! soo fun being wif u always being high n hyper in class!! it totally owns rocks all la!!!!! gd luck man!
#40 clara - yo! though i haven gotten to know u well, gd luck for the upcoming years in anderson and dun forget 2/1!!!!
u guyz should've seen me missed out no. 38..
that person is none other than!!
#38 vivian! - yoo!!! thickskull!!!!! was soo nice having u in class la!! can suan n crap and make fun of u all the time xD esp when u were sitting wif arvin damn funny la! yeah great times great times.. hope u are having fun in canada! gd luck for the upcoming years!
oh wait!! there's a 41st and most important member of 2/1!!!! that person is none other than the one and only!!!!
MR WONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#41 mr wong - u are the best teacher i've ever had in my whole entire life!! i dun think any teacher can take over your place as the form teacher of this class! we are really in your debt and tresure u with all our hearts! love u mr wong!!
ya... sad leaving such a wonderful class behind.. but life's fated.. we have to move on... love u pple! three chears and three chears and three chears for 2/1! hip hip hurray! hip hip hurray! hip hip hurray!!! the 2/1 flame will burn brightly and strongly in all our hearts! 2/1!!! I LOVE U!!
(ps: while typing this message and think about our class pple, i literally teared due to the sadness that we are all parting.....)
as we go on,
we remember,
all the times we've
had together...

2008-10-21T19:50:00.000+08:00

yoo pple!! today i damn high dunno why!..
today morn woke up at 6.30!! then left hse oni at 7 sia!(lucky go by car) then reach sch mus straight go assembly... after tt hav the crapp leadership workshop..(i wanted to pon sch but then chose not to..) the "lecturing" part of the leadership ws damn boring la.. i was half asleep but then the games part was engaging n fun... there was the rope skipping using rubberbands instead of rope and my grp got the highest which was 35 jumps!!!!!!! me fadz n hady were jumping!!!!!!!!! then was the passing the ball arnd thing(cant rmb the name) my grp fastest time for my class ROFL.. we all touch the ball n juz shout the names at the same time lol.. after tt was the golf thingy.. muz roll the ball on 2 strings n drop the ball into a cup like thingy.. after tt was the trampolene(sry spell wrong) thingy which my grp totally sucked at.. k.. after tt go recess then back to "lecturing" again... i was playing gameboy this time lol... then got the passing msg game and the stock exchange game.. the stockexchange game damn stupid n funny.. i was one of the main sellers and kena scammed by ppl like lekha.. -.-" and colleen tried to scam oso lol but paid up in the end... although i kena scammed, i still was the richest wif over $10,000 hahaha!...
then after sch went to 2/3 to find nic, pooven n xm n then went to 2/2 whr we waited n waited for jerome who didnt seem to be coming... so, me nic pooven xm and pohseng tgt wif edwin n jj went to lan and played... the edwin clan(i shall juz call it tt) seriously suck if they random hero... esp jj wif pandaren... i tgt wif xm and ps pwned nic pooven edwin n jj...
then jerome omar n ryan came.. but we didnt want to play lan anymore.. so, me ps ryan jerome n omar went to pizza hut to eat!! damn fun la got free refills!!!!!!! n we abused it hahahahah!!!!
we keep asking for the guy for refill and instead of the refill he gave us the bill LOL!!! then we talked slowly n clearly until he can understand ROFL... after eating, we homed...
ya.. tts all for nw...
ps: hey ppl!!!!!!!!! pls suggest sth to do during the hols pls!!!!!!! 9 weeks of boredom is like living in hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-20T21:34:00.001+08:00

ahhh!!!!!!! didnt do as badly as expected!! xDxD quite satisfying hahahahaha but today morn stress la.. almost late for sch, reached after pledge taking..(bad singaporean rite??) then go class stress coz cant wait for paper.. & mr wong went down to take the papers.. he come back to class i was getting ready to emo!.. but surprisingly compared to many others, i did 'not bad' la.. was quite happy! then went round played checkers & DM while checking through the answer scripts.. oni had change for science from 75 to 76.. after tt played pot of gold wif arvin, fadz, zakrie and anees! damn fun and had a great laugh la! i laugh until my heart pain ROFL. after sch omar called me n asked if im free to LAN so i went wif my best budds, jerome nic ryan omar n xm. went n played wif the edwin ppl( those losers who dun bother studying & play lan instead). zen screened us like fuck & we got owned... FUCKING SORE LOSER ONI CAN SCREEN PPL.. 1v1 LA SEE U CRY TO UR MOM.. then went to KFC to eat and then on the way home, omar decided on a dream hero team for us to play to own the edwin losers.. here's the list
nic - drow ranger(traxex)
ryan - sandking(cryxalis
deepak - treant protector(rooftrellen)
jerome - centaur warchief(bradwarden) or stone giang(tiny)
omar - leviathan(tidehunter)
ya.. this is the team.. but personally i think i shud be using broodmother or priestess of the moon
k then rushed home n went for piano class..
i screwed up badly in piano class coz of my half-awake, half-asleep nilaimai
ya.. then went back home n told my parents my results and they're kinda satisfied!! so im super happy nw and ya.. soo long till next time!! byee

2008-10-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

damn sian la these days... stay at home very boring.. dunno hw im going 2 survive the 9WEEKS HOLS... ytd rotted at home for the while day... damn sian...
then today woke up at 12 n went to causway point at 1 lol.. go there buy new clothes ROFL.. bought new skinnies and shirts for be urself day and oso bought new converse sneakers!! looks damn nice la!! after that went for lunch and i drank coffee lol.. tasted bitter but f**king nice la!!!! go try!! the coffee at banquet causway point.. then my parents wanted 2 buy new clothes for my sister and coz of her fickle mindedness they oni managed to buy shorts for her MUAHAHAHAHA...
k.. back to reality... tmr is doomsday for many of us... pls try not to do anything stupid after u hav received ur results.. please... ya... thats all.. gd luck and see ya guyz at sch...

2008-10-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

exams over.. now very sian. and worried for results. i dun think i did well this term considering the fact tt i rushed through every paper and didnt check at all.. geog was really a let down. many of us didnt do well this time round and i got a f**king b4.. but lit, on the contrary, wasnt tt bad though.. i managed to pass overall wif 68/100 for sa2. now im scared for science hist and especially maths.. i really think i die in these subjects alr and mus start digging grave as well.. so, yea we'll see how it goes and hopefully i can get into a gd class next year.. Let Fate Decide..
thats all for now.. till next time.

2008-10-18T01:26:00.000+08:00

whoo opened up blog again.. shud be updating regularly when i hav the time and pls tag!